It is natural that we yearn to return to what we are used to, no matter if it is something pleasant or not. I had this feeling for these few months, thinking that maybe I could still go back.
But something did happen. And I was reminded that although no bridges were burned intentionally, that was in the past. A different life altogether.
It was quite a painful lesson. To hear of it and knowing that I was used in a bad manner unbeknownst to me. Shame on you. To attack me behind my back. Such unprofessionalism.
But this just proves that I made the right move. And at least I am above resorting to such underhanded tactics of self-preservation.
I never judged you although I had heard stories but now that I have myself experienced the bad end of it, I have concluded that a bad loser is just not someone to look up to. I will not be turned into a pillar of salt.