Feeling shitty...

today was my last paper... and it was quite easy... but i totally screwed it up!!! i couldn't remember what the mertonian norms were... CUDOS... how can i forget that?!? i'm just feeling really shitty about that... it was 5 marks out of 60 marks!!! and the other questions weren't too great either... so i really doubt i can even get a B for this paper... this is just so crappy... at the rate i'm going, i think i can forget about majoring in biochem and aim for lower... sometimes i even consider starting on a different course somewhere else... i guess i'm turning into a bum... lately i've been asking myself this question: is this really what i want to do? ... but i guess i should just stop thinking too much about it... since the last time i asked myself that question was during form 6 and that turned out quite good for me...